
From the Fire to the Altar: What Rock Bottom Taught Me About Sacred Surrender
There’s a kind of fire that doesn’t just burn you—it forges you. Rock bottom was that fire for me. Not

There’s a kind of fire that doesn’t just burn you—it forges you. Rock bottom was that fire for me. Not

There are moments in ceremony that split the veil wide open. This one came with San Pedro, beneath a Peruvian

In the medicine world, the word “integration” gets thrown around like confetti. But let me be honest—real integration isn’t sexy.

There are no words big enough to contain the experience of 5-MeO-DMT—what many call “the God molecule.” But I’ll try. I
A true story of descent, transformation and sacred remembrance.
Jesse’s memoir is a visceral, heart-opening account of how one man survived addiction, faced his shadow, and found redemption through sacred ceremony and spiritual devotion.
This book isn’t just a story—it’s a mirror, a medicine, and a map for anyone called to reclaim their life.
May these words serve as a mirror, a medicine, and a map for your own awakening.