There’s a path I’ve been walking for years now.
It doesn’t always look like a trail. Sometimes it’s more like a free fall.
Other times, it’s a quiet remembering. A breath. A choice. A turning toward.
This blog is not a platform. It’s not content.
It’s a prayer.
A prayer for those who are healing.
A prayer for those who are holding it all together.
A prayer for those who’ve seen the edge and decided to keep going.
I started Awakened Hearts because I believe the world doesn’t need more noise.
It needs more truth. More beauty. More sacred witnessing.
This space is where I’ll share the real walk —
the raw, the mystical, the messy, the holy.
You’ll find stories from my own healing path —
from heroin to healer, from chaos to clarity.
You’ll find medicine memories, ceremony reflections, lessons from the fire.
You’ll also find tools — rituals, breathwork, prompts, and practices —
to help you integrate what you’re feeling into how you’re living.
This blog is a bridge.
Between the memoir and the moment.
Between the past that shaped me and the future we’re all midwifing together.
So whether you’re in the middle of a spiritual awakening,
navigating grief, fatherhood, love, betrayal, or purpose —
you are welcome here.
Bring your questions. Bring your scars. Bring your whole self.
And may every word you find here be a reminder:
You’re not alone on the path.
You’re walking with the medicine.
And the medicine is walking with you.— Jesse

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